its quite ironic really.
only in the past few days have i really noticed the.. difference that distance makes.
to pass judgement on anything when being oneself apart gets exponentially worse the greater the distance.
to compound the difference, the judgement can become even more skewed.
and to refer to physical distance in measuring the disparity is foolish.
more often than not, the key lies in the distance between standards of the parties concerned, hence the distance.
when the standards between the parties involved are similiar, physical distance is hardly a concern.
by the same regard, when the parties involved have a mismatch in standards.. you could be at the same place and it would not matter less.
speaking of which anyway, i'm most certain that i'm currrently working in a place with standards that would never match with mine, nor mine with theirs.
its quite ironic in hindsight, that the people whom i'm working FOR see the value in what i do, whereas those i work WITH seem to see differently.
which brings me back to my previous post, kinda. i think i'm in the wrong generation. my ideals don't hold up today. so i'm worrying, will i need to put up with more of this nonsense post ORD? i know the world's like that, but thats hardly reassuring. 5 years of studying and there'd no more buffer for the real world.
perhaps i'll just keep my fingers crossed.
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