Somehow, I'd never thought of putting it this way before.
Wish I thought of it this way.

to know of someone hurting so badly, yet being so powerless to help.

knowing it's not your place, but still wanting to help, to lessen the pain, to try and make a difference.

especially when it's someone you know, not dearly, but close. 

that's when you tilt down your cap, and walk away. 

97% of the time.

days like this, you really wonder what your life should be about and which parts of it are extraneous; which parts merely baggage. 

you really think.. which parts are worth clinging on to? which parts are toxic; poisoning the rest of you?

why do I always seem to end up taking the most untenable positions?

is it a test? rawr.

rawr rawr rawr.

I wish I knew where that damn package was so at least I would have some certainty in my life.

and perhaps so I could tell it to hurry up too.

My dearest architect cousin just got engaged to his girlfriend.

Well, yesterday ba.

First of my generation in the family (father's side) to get married :O

Ohhh boy.

Oh hay look at the date again!

To a very special someone:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
Aha well, chances are you'll only see this on Monday though -.-

Hope you have a great birthday weekend down under!
The first of your many birthdays there I do think..

Meow.

had a rather unpleasant night.

Unpleasant dream, for sure.

Never thought that -this- would be why I'd have such a dream.

must've been searching for too many theologically related items lately.

Google has been serving me some ads for the "Puritan Hard Drive" the past 2 weeks -.-"

too bad in this case it's probably targeting the wrong segment haha.